Wednesday, April 22, 2009
the unforgiven
Today, I did the unforgiven.. I raised my voice at her, together with all the anxiety that one could ever have. I shall not discuss how it actually happened, all I can say is.. everything came all of a sudden, I didnt have time to react.. and I certainly didn't wish to do that as well..
Possessiveness is seriously a big time killer for me.. It seems to be embedded in me and sometimes I do things without realising that its so wrong until its time to face the aftermath.. I know that I should be grateful that after so many things I've done, she's still being so forgiving from time to time..
I'm feeling so screwed up now.. gosh, what have i done..